Shri Rajagopala Deshika Charitam VI Vol III Book X Chp 21 Shlokas 27 - 30
श्रीसद्गुरुरुवाच
इत्युक्त्वा देवदेवेशः करुणारसवारिधिः |
स्वप्नोपलब्धार्थ इव सहसान्तरधात्प्रभुः ||
यथा नष्टधनो दीनो नष्टचक्षुर्यथाबान्धकः |
सुस्वरं प्ररुदन् दीनं पुनर्भक्तपुरीमगात् ||
सर्वेभ्यक्ष्चात्र कथयन् शान्तिमवाप च महामुनिः ||
उन्मत्तवत्सदा नृत्यन् प्रलपन् विलुठन् भुवि |
कालक्षेपञ्चकारात्र वैकुण्ठं गन्तुमिच्छया ||
Shri Sadguru continued
Having spoken thus, the Lord, the ocean of compassion, vanished like an object appearing in a dream. Deshika felt so miserable like a poor man who lost the wealth that he just got and like a blind man who revived his vision for a minute and lost it again. Weeping bitterly, he returned to Bhaktapuri. That saint got some peace of mind explaining his experience repeatedly to all the bhaktas. He led a life all the time enlivened only by the desire to reach Shri Vaikuntha. He spent his time in dancing, and singing the Name of the Lord and lamenting and rolling on the ground in ecstasy.
